Anupama feels shortness of breath. She walks out of her room with great difficulty and panics more seeing happy wedding anniversary boards. She then slips and falls near havan and reminisces taking pheras around it with Vanraj. She then holding her mangalsutra reminisces Kavya asking Vanraj to fix mangalsutra in her neck. She lights up havan reminiscing Vanraj and Kavya’s romance, pulls out her mangalsutra and is about to drop it in havan when Devika holds her and hugs her asking her to control herself. She then pleads Anu to share her ordeal. Anu continues feeling short of breath. Devika then gets her in car and drives away from home.
Kavya panics reminiscing Devika’s warning that if something happens to Anu, she will send her and Vanraj to jail. She then reminisces Vanraj ordering her to leave house and panics more sitting in a corner. Vanraj wakes up writhing in back pain and thinks he didn’t know his one mistake would trouble his family, so before Anupama informs family about his affair, he has to do something.
Devika takes Anu to cliff and tells her that nobody is there to listen or judge then, she can vent out her feelings. Anu reminiscing Vanraj telling Kavya that he loves only her shouts loudly and tries to jump from cliff when Kavya holds her and gives her a tight slap to control her. Anu stops. Devika hugs her and apologizes. Anu continues crying and says she thought that she is holding whole house and family since 25 years, but she didn’t realize that her house and relationships already shattered; she was Anupama before marriage who knew to dream, but after marriage she had to kick rice bowl and shatter rice, she now realized that those were her dreams and not rice. She continues that her husband and in-laws used to scold her, but she never felt disappointed; she used to get happy when her cooking was praised. She is illiterate, but she educated her children well; she never asked her right from her husband, but that doesn’t mean he will give her right to Devika; Sanjay and Devika tried to alert her, but she trusted her husband and not them; her husband always insulted her, she shattered, but he came and apologized and she trusted him again, but all his words were a lie.
Anupama tells Devika that they come and go alone in the world, but don’t spend life alone; she was a queen till yesterday and today she is nothing; she is alone; she had everything, but her hands are empty now. She says Devika’s tattoo I am enough describes that one should live for self first and then family, she will prove that no woman in the world is weak. Devika writes I am enough on Anu’s hand and says she should realize that she is herself and not just someone’s daughter, mother, aunt, etc. she is Anupama. Anu says she met herself in water well for some time, but this time she will be herself forever. She recalls shouting each family member’s name there and Devika asking her to take her name also. She shouts Anupama.. She says how much ever long night is, day covers at last. Devika shows her temple and says devi maa is also on her side. Anu walks to temple and says she never thought of herself till today and now she has to learn and needs Devimaa’s help. She tells Devika let us go home as she needs to ask many questions.
Anu returns home holding her mangalsutra. Bapuji walks to kitchen thinking who is there early morning. He gets happy seeing Anu working in kitchen and emotionally asks if she woke up. Anu touches her feet and says they all had to bear problem because of her. Bapuji says they were worried for her and asks what had happened. Anu doesn’t reply and says she knew his BP would have fluctated yesterday, so he woke up early to give him milk and BP medicine. He says she was worried for her even while she was unconscious, so today he will prepare something for her and she will relax. Anu says she has a lot of work. He acts as scolding her and sends her away.
Anu walks to lawn and angrily looks at Kavya who is taking milk from milkman. Kavya gets afraid and runs inside dropping milk bowl. Nandini asks what happened to her. She says Anu is awake and is in lawn. Nandini gets happy hearing that. Bapuji brings tea for Anu and milk for himself. Aye Dil Tu Laya Hai bahar…song…plays in the background. Baa, Toshu, Pakhi, Samar join her next and get emotional. Anu says they will not cry from hereon and she will go and meet Vanraj. Samar says she may get drowsy again, so they will drop her till room.
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